just got back

hi there

just got back frm CGK a few days ago
just started "working" today after feeling "jet lagged" for the past few days
i dunno how u do it, with your 28 hours trip back home..
i would've died probably

CGK is fine as always
i'm already thinking of coming back
maybe in january, i dunno.
see how the money situation goes haha

actually i wanna say sorry for declining your call that day
i don't feel like talking
honestly i am a little confused at the moment
when i was there, i thought a lot and i'm a little scared after realizing what i really wanted
maybe i should focus on my work and less on things that i wanted
 i'm sorry baby
i know it's hard for you
but i guess we have both signed up for this for life involuntarily

do take care of yourself
i miss you, miss every moment we spent together
 you know,when i was in CGK, the Grab driver who brought me to the airport is called reza
and somehow it reminds me of our last trip together where i'm sitting next to a reza too
and somehow i get nostalgic

i miss you boo, take care, remember 314

your bae
C